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NEFX - Awlenesili.txt ? Here it becomes too late for them. ? The mind deceives itself especially of its more finite form in a concern for impersonalness of the known world and its inhabitants, while the newly possessed seeks to possess them as had been done to them. ? Mystery and fright consume those beings as they vainly hope for reprieve and lose ability to think or perceive, which likewise leaves them open to taking. ? They in turn become of such force to likewise help in capturing the very being of beings. ? In this struggle, what the journeyer gains comes from sources that dwindle, leaving them open to capture by such great force. ? In this paradigm all are cast and trapped within its logic, surrounded at all times by manifestations of its power and stricken by it in its uniquely resplendent form as it frightens, obscures, deceives, tempts, and overtakes through a process of inner conflict of thought and valuation. ? This is itself part of the nature of its timelessness, as it traps the journeyer within its logic and seals their fate as but a game of fodder within a greater force. ? Inevitably each journeyer at some point is weakened and transfixed by fear within the force’s power, which transcends their means and illusion of protection. ? A journeyer may have to traverse chaos and struggle and a domain of that destroyed within a confusing eternal journey under this great force, through fear and confusion and suspended concentration that permits its force. ? Some beings are not meant to reach such point for the forces at play they cannot defeat and are of an eternal surviving nature. ? The more mysterious and open the time and setting, the more mysterious and yet opportune is this force, the signs of its chance and work themselves more obscure yet findable. ? The destruction of forms is itself cast as the ultimate and personified, including capacity for such form. ? The extinction of things dominates, and with it the escape from such, and its future. ? They embrace the destruction of form as itself a form of life and their life in particular, and become seasoned to it as an endless pursuit of its own set of value and perception beyond any obscurement or disguise, past a rubicon of paradigm shift. ? Those of this new paradigm may traverse the newly razed domain they once knew, its consumption a form of energy for the ultimate force they heed. ? The embracer shifts perspective to look for a cue to action, and may observe the decay of things once seemingly known from this new perspective with a clarity on seeming falseness of previous inherited wisdom. ? The torment of the new paradigm embraced and that whence it takes the embracer may become hard to distinguish. ? They conceive of an entity that favors such actions and the subjecting of other beings to a choice of life or death by this newly embraced paradigm. ? They may pledge by life and death in a logic of power to which they subject others to let their respective fates unfold under this logic. ? This new form of consciousness attained, the journeyer may rightly or wrongly seek to contain thoughts of those not of this breakthrough, by thought or action, in a spirit of energized vengeance and frenzy of new opportunity. ? The values held now are a shadow value transcending boundaries of what once was known, and its aspects are eternal and thus now gladly embraced. ? What once was a remote longing becomes a present reality in fury that is delivered onto the once-known world with gladness not there before, to the collapse of it. ? They may observe those of this paradigm new to them and see the nature of that which was once hidden or mysterious as connected to different aspects of nature, or to the lack of arrived truth or answer from their previous paradigm that had been promised. ? It may turn out that they realize not that they were taken away from the previous thoughtform but that the latter in actuality left them behind and thus left open for a new paradigm to reach them, and that they were already pre-disposed to this new paradigm that is actually old. ? It can touch on that within many beings intuited and sought yet heretofore remote for many of them, and upon contact makes their present abidance of present norms untenable, releasing the latter’s control of them to unfold their new future. ? The force makes its advance at the expected time of rest and retreat for the norm, and the force that changes those it contacts is at once forceful and naturally inspiring. ? The thoughtform under which this occurs is a clear commanding guide that helps the movement grow in strength to raze the existing set of norms and values. ? This new force en masse may transcend known word and appearances, and will inspire those it finds and spread. ? One who may transcend such boundaries may accordingly transcend defeats set upon them, and reprise with increased strength, empowered and inspired beyond defeat. ? They take on at least an aspect of the known world energized by that which said world shuns, in force or reason. ? Some may break through set boundaries of norm and expectation, and by doing so become unstoppable especially at a time of mystery or expected rest.